the call of the wild.........

you could feel it in the waves today, the elusive juice, however slight, however small, however insignificant, however, it is not insignificant, the first taste of fall and the potential is all encased therein, it seems as though that that, that feeling, is what i will chase forever. each transaction is life changing; the use of the word transaction cheapens the experience, (but my brain is softened and cannot seem to come up with a more appropriate word), and the course of history will be written by such actions..............

redone..........

a sleepless night and the production therein, inspiration used to be a singular vision, simple and beautiful in it's ignorance. now the tide has risen and fallen thousands of times, leaving behind scraps with every lap, there is much to be said of a world view and lack thereof, my thought is that i am spread to thin in all dimensions, or maybe i should say my hope is thus, the alternative is keeping me up at night......

a good night..........

and confused as to what makes it such, the idea of financial gain, the support of community, the suspicious wind in the air, a general unease in every interaction, my peeps, maybe, not to be confused with and perceived as conceit, just confusion, nothing more.........................