fair and balanced....

it has been brought to my attention that i have been repeating images in the past few posts, for that i apologize.  it has also been said that i sound like i am whining and or really depressed so i feel that i should set the record straight.  i am not experiencing depression nor have i experienced depression since i have started this endeavor.  i am quite content with where i am in this existence, i also feel that i am blessed beyond belief with everything i could need and want, more than i could want most days.  i have a wonderful wife that i love to death.  i have two dogs that keep me on my toes, either dancing with laughter or chasing down the end of the earth.  we together have a child on the way, as every other thirty-something in this town does.  i cannot even begin to express how exciting and scary that is(the fact that we are going to be parents).  i have a job that i love, i have quite a bit of free time to spend however i see fit, people sometimes like pictures that i make and see it fit to put them in their living spaces, which is such a huge compliment and i am so very thankful.  in other words i am quite happy.  put bluntly, i usually sit down and type whatever comes to mind.  most of the time this leads to incoherent nonsense that can be psycho-analyzed and deconstructed in about a thousand different ways, maybe creating a defense mechanism that allows me to stand behind it and observe the absurdity of our lives, or maybe it is what it looks like..........